Sing Mockingbird

Be jelly.

until your standing there. Soaking wet holding a ginger ale bottle telling the guy that you never thought you would ever be close to, that you just dropped two people who you truly believed that you’d be friends with forever. He hates when you visit him at work for long amounts of time, because you distract him. And he drops everything he’s doing to just pull you into a giant hug. And he actually takes getting off an half an hour early to go on a drive with you so that you can explain everything.

I know I said I’d never drop a friend, but I have to put myself first from now on. I’ve finally met people who are true friends. They support me and they help me with my problems, they like to go out and do things. 

I know you took my virginity, and I’m glad you weren’t a jerk about it. You love your girlfriend though, I know you do. I know you love me too, but we’re not meant to be. We were never meant to be. What we did was a mistake, and we both know that. I have nothing against you, and I never will. I’ll support you from a distance, and if you were to ever fall, I’ll be there to help. You’re a part of my past now, and soon you’re just going to be a memory. You’ll be a memory I’ll cherish, but that’s all it’s ever going to be. 

Then there’s you, boy, you took up all of my high school life. You were my first love, and I always thought that we’d end up being together. We’ve grown so far apart, and our paths are heading in completely different directions. The more I stick around you, the more I feel like I’ll lose myself. You don’t support me and you never really have. I’m going to care about you, yeah. I loved you at one point. But that was so long ago, and we’re both not even remotely the same.